December 2011
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I’m sorry Mike.
I am so sorry I fucked things up.
i literally dont know what to do at this point anymore. you wont answer my texts, ive apologized so many times, ive cried all day. i dont know what else to do to make you realize how sorry i truely am. i know at this point ive pretty much hurt you in everyway possible and i would understand if you just left, but i am utterly hurt that you would even say to me “you dont love me. how long have...
Andy: Truthfully, the guy you're with should make you feel happy..
Me: Yea. I know.
Andy: Does he?
*long pause
Me: I shouldn't have had to think about it, huh?
Andy: No
Me: I know..
“My body is a journal in a way. It’s like what sailors used to do, where every...”
– Johnny Depp (talking about his self harm)
so done eating. so done being fat. so done trying. so done with everything.
It’s terrifying. Thinking that in eight months from now you will off in training. I dont know if we’ll still be together then, but regardless, it won’t matter because you’ll be gone for so long and you’ll be so far away that none of it will even matter. Just the thought of this most likely ending in the near future scares me. I try to live in the future and appreciate...
I wish I could take all my bracelets off already.
I looked over at you as you looked out the frosted windows.
I realized you were everything I could ever ask for.